Had a bad day again.......

Its been awhile since I have posted in this blog but just to update: For the most part I have been doing well I was going to Mclean Hospital in Boston for BPD treatment and finished that treatment and am now moving on to another mental health facility for outpatient treatment which I am looking forward to completing. However, I have had a bit of set back I had a rough weekend between forgetting to take my meds and family stress I had more or less a psychotic episode where I was lashing out at my hubby and breaking various items and then I felt guilty so I turned to what I know all too well for coping which is cutting and took a knife and with one strong slash I managed to end up in the ER getting 8 stitches. I am back on my meds regularly and feeling better and reached out to my docs to explain this set back. I always knew this journey would be a tough one requiring alot of strength on my part but it does take its toll on you and sometimes you fall but no matter what you have to dust yourself off and get back up and thats what I am doing.